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First day back at work after break, i came home, showered, and did nothing but tinker on this lousy code. Turns out if just wont update if you dont refresh the files page???? thats so stupid i hate it. anyways.

I went to work, came back home in the afternoon, and did. nothing. just a weekk ago i could spend all day focusing on a few tasks and make the most of it, but even now, after just 1 day... I feel empty. This sort of hollowness, I didnt feel compelled to do any work on my projects or even play my game.
It scares me... having this be the routine for the next year. And I wasn't even that tired

It doesnt help that work itself immediately stress me out! Not even the work but just the people; the first person I saw informed me that another coworker was covid positive, but they had to come to work anyway!
And the kicker? When they came in, they weren't wearing a mask!!!
You're (allegedly) covid positive and you're coming into the busiest day of worked unmasked??! Are you FUCKING SERIOUS???!!!
THIS IS WHAT I HAVE TO WORK WITH?!

Like, that's so upsetting to me. I feel completely and utterly isolated in this 'new' world...and I can't do anything about it.

I just want to live normally again...
until then, I'll just do what i can (thanks granddad from the boondocks)